Saturday, October 31, 2009
我想我并不聪明
我没有你的机灵
在爱情变质之前我没反应
没察觉你的表情
你知道我不聪明
所以才选择放弃
放弃去猜你每一个反应
去猜你是否变心
放弃你 放弃爱情
放弃了所有权利
连自己都知道这不公平
放弃你 放弃自己
放弃了爱的权利
放弃你等于放弃我自己
所以我选择放弃
放弃去猜该如何留住你
放弃了所有回忆 maybe it time for me to give up?
i'm tired of all this
can i put it to a stop?
♥our lips must always be sealed
11:59 PM
Friday, October 30, 2009
YESTERDAE PHOTO!=)
GT CAUGHT WHILE EATING MY LUNCHH
WHILE WAITING FOR MY MATCH TO START!HAHA
THX TO AH YUU HURRRR!HAHAHA!
THE ONE WHO TOOK THE ABOVE BOTH PICTURE!HAHAHA
LOVE LOVE
MY SENIORRRRRRR!
AH YUUUUU
TEAM MATESSSSS
ON THE FIELDDD
LOVEE
CONSIDERING TO CHANGE FROM A BBALLER
TO A SOCCER PLAYERRR!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH
HAHAHA FEELIN SO REFRESHHHH!!=))
TODAY WAS UNDER THE HOT HOT HOT SUN FROM 8 PLUS ALL THE WAY TILL 11 PLUS-.-
THX GOD IT NEARLY RAINNN!HAHAHAHAH
SUN BURN IS EVEN MORE WORSEE NOWW!HAHAA
YESTERDAE AND TODAYY!-.-!
WAKE UP AT ABT 6 PLUS 7 HAHAHA
MEETING DENNIS AT 7.30!=)HAHA
TOOK BUS TO THE BUS STOP
WAITED FOR HERR!=))
SHEE RIDE BIKE AND FETCH ME THERE!=))HAHHAH
THX FOR THE RIDE YOO!HAAH!=))
REACHHH
HEADED TO HAVE BREAKFASTT WITH HERR!=))
DOWN TO STADIUM FIND TEACHER IN CHARGE
EVENT STARTED!=)
TIME KEEPER FOR LKY SO MANY EVENT!HAHA
THE LONGEST IS THE 25 RUN=10KM
SAT THERE FOR WONDERFUL 40 MIN OR SOO!-.-!
HAHAHAHA
BURN BURN BURNN!=))
EVENT DONEEE
CHANGE AND HAD LUNCHH WITH CLIQUEE!=)
YOU ARE NOW JUST A HI BYE OR EVEN NOT A HI BYE FRENZZ
I WONT NEED YOU FROM NOWW
YOU ARE OUT OF MY LIFE NOWWW
I AM GLAD TAT I LEFT YOUUUU=))
CUZ I AM ABLE TO KNOW A NEW BATCH OF FRENZZ
AND I CLIQUE WITH THEM EVEN MOREEE
UNLIKE YOUU!=)
BYEEEEEEE!=)
HAD LUNCH AT TIS CANTEENN!=))
HEADED TO TAKE BUS TO MRTTT
TRAIN DOWNN
CHATTED HERE AND THEREEEE
HEADED OUR OWN WAYY!=)))
REACH HOMEEE
BATH PLAY COM AWHILEEE
WEN TO PARENT ROOM TO WATCH TV WITH BROTHERRR TILL I FALL ASLP!=)
WAKE UPP AND SISTER PREPARED DINNER!=))
NT BAD ARR HAHAHAHH!=)
AFTER DINNER HERE I AM TO BLOGG!HAHAHAH!=)
POSTED SO FOTO OF YESTERDAE!=)))
♥our lips must always be sealed
8:21 PM
♥our lips must always be sealed
12:04 AM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
WELLL HAD SOCCER TIS MORNING ALL THE WAY ABT 2 PLUS 3
PLAY WELL??
MANAGE TO SAVE MOST ALL BUT STILL LET IN SAMMEE !SIANNNN!
WOKE UP AT 7
LEAVE HOUSE AT ABT 7 PLUSS
I SWEAR THE MRT IS SO SUPER FULLL
IDEA OF TAKING CAB IS .... HAHAH
BUT WELL I DIN
I TOOK MRTT HAHAHA
45 MIN MAN!-.-
HEADED TO SIMEI ITE!=)
REACH THERE
FIND TEAM MATESS
GT OUR JESERY
CHANGE AND STUFFF
PLAY WITH CE,CC AND OUR VERY OWN TEAM MATES-CW
WON ONLY 1 LOL!
WHICH IS AGAINST CW!HAHAH
BUT WELL I HAVE FUN
AND LEARNING EXPERIENCE FROM
COACH ALI AND COACH HAIRITAUGHT ME HOW TO COMMUNICATE AS A GOAL KEEPER
OVERSEEIN THE WHOLE FIELD AND GAMEEE
NOW I AM THINKIN WHETHER TO
CHANGE FROM A BBALLER TO A SOCEEER PLAYERR!HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
IT SEEM TO BE MORE FUNNN HAHAHAH
I GUESSS CUZ I PLAY TOO MUCH BBALL THEN SUDDENLY PICK UP SOCCERRRRR
AND FIND IT FUNN!HAHAHAH!
AFTER MATCHH
HEADED TO CHANGE AND STUFFF
HEADEDD HOMEE AFTER TAT
I TRY TAKING BUS HAAHAH
AN HRS OR SO RIDE?HAHAHAHA
THX GOD MY PHONE DIN DIE ON MEE
BOUGHT EACH A CUP TOO!HAHAH!
I SLEPT FROM THE MOMENT I TAKE 196 ALL THE WAY TILL MY HOUSEEE
HENG I DIN MISS MY STOP!HAHAHHAH!
THE MOMENT I REACH HOMEE
BATH AND UNPACK MY BAGG
I STARIGHT TO MY PARENT BEDDD
GLAD TAT I MANAGE TO CATCH AN HRS OR SO SHORT NAPP
FEELIN WOWWWW!
MY FACE IS SOO REDDDD-.-!!
TMR GONNA BE DOWN AGAIN
I TINK IT WILL BE EVEN MORE REDDDD!
TMR GONNA MEET
DENISE TAT AUNTY!OPPP HAHA I AM JUST JK!HAHAHAHA
DENISE TAT PRETTY!HAHAHAH!
SHE IS FETCHIN ME TO SIMEII!HAHAHAH
MEANING I NO NEED TO WAKE UP SOO EARLYY HAHAHA
SHE GONNA FETCH ME WITH HER WONDERFUL BIKEEE!HAHAHAHA!
TMR GONNA DOWN TO BE TIME KEEPER FOR TRACK AND FIELDDD HAHAHA
OFF FOR PROJECTTTTTT
♥our lips must always be sealed
8:25 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
OMG OMG TMR IS THE SOCCER MATCHHH
TIS MY 1ST TIME PLAYIN IN A OFFICAL SOCCER MATCHESS
I DID PLAY SOCCER IN SEC SCHOOL
BUT TAT WASS INTERCLASS!HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
TMR IS LKY A OFFCIAL MATCHESS!HAHA
ALL I CAN SAY IS JIA YOU TEAM ITE WESTTT
HOPEFULLY WILL BE ABLE TO SAVE MOSTLY ALL THE BALL FROM GOING INTO THE GOAL!
PRAY HARD PRAY HARDD!
JIA YOU JIA YOU!=)
YESTERDAE IS REALLY A LONG LONG DAY FOR MEEE
MORNING HEADED TO CLEMENTI FOR NAPFAAA
YEAH THE LAST SESSION!HAHAHAH!
AFTER TAT
MR MUTHIA? DRIVE US BACK TO BATOK ITEEE
CUZ THERE IS SOME TALK TAT NEED US TO BE BACKKK
IT WAS RAINING HEAVILY SO
MR MUTHIA WAS BEING NICE ENOUGH TO FETCH US BACKK!HAHAHAHA
CHATTED WITH HIM!=)
FINALLY I NEO HE IS A NICE NICE GUY!HAHAHA!
HAD LUNCH IN SCHOOL!=)
END UP I DIN ATTEND THE EVENTT!HAHAHAH
AISHA AND I HEADED TO MEET
UMARRGUESS WATT
WE FREAKIN FOR HALF AN HRS FOR THE BLOODY BUS 66
GUESS WAT DECIDED TO CAB OVER!HAHAHAHAH
I STILL PREFER CABBB THEN ANYTHINGGG!
HEADED TO IMM
WEN TO MACC
EAT MAC AGAIN!HAHAH!
TEMPTATIONNNNN
WAITED FOR THE
UNCLE UMAR TO REACHHH
HEADED TO GIANTT,DIASO TO FIND THING WE NEED!=)
TOTAL COST :$118!
UNCLE WANNA TO HAD TEA BREAK SO WE HEADED TO TIS AH MEI CAFEEE
I WAS TRYING MY LUCK SEE GT INTERNET A NTT!HAHA
AND YEAH IT HAVEE!HAHAH
SO GO ONLINEEE AND OSO WE STARTED TO DISCUSS OUR PROJECTT!HAHAH
TILL ABT 4 PLUSS
EVERYONE WEN THEIR WAYYY
UMAR AND I WWALK TO MRT!=)
TRAIN DOWN TO BB TO MEET UP
YONG AND HAN!
HEADED TO STAR BOWLING CENTRE TO PLAY BOWLING!HAHA
GREAT TIMEEE!
LEFT AT ABT 7 PLUSS
THX RAJEAN FOR THE RIDEE!
UR BIKE IS NICEEE!
WEN TO CLEMENTIII
BUY SOME STUFF,HOME AFTER TAT!=)
TMRRR GT TO REACH SIMEI AT FREAKIN 8.30AM!-.-
HOPEFULLY I WONT BE LATEEE MANNNNN!HAHAHAH!
9AM IS THE 1ST GAMEEE!!
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!
OFF TO SETTLE MY PROJECT STUFF THEN PACK MY SOCCER GEARRRR!
♥our lips must always be sealed
8:25 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
♥our lips must always be sealed
11:03 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
13 more day to my birthday
i alway look forward to my birthdae every year
but tis yrs it seem to be...
i dont neo why
maybe cuz i gt new frenz?
last 5 yrs my birthdae is ALWAY
celebrate with my 4 girlfrenzz/team mate/sister
and oso my junior and other frriend
oh well it my 18th birthdae
hopefully i will have a great day with my thailand cliquee
pls dont do any evil plan on me!
i will make sure on you guy birthdae you guy will kena the same thing you did to me okay!haha
it sort of happy plus ..... cuz i am celebrating my birthdaeee
with a new cliquee
*as i used to celebrate with my girll*
i will hope i will get time to get them out on my birthdaeee
my wish is just to have you!
hahaha
everyone neooo
will it come true?
arrrr hahahaha!
7 nov 1991
the day my parent bought me to the worldd!haha
time really pass very fasttt
18 yrs have passs LIKE TIS!hahaa
went though alot of ups and downs
be it friendship,family and myself
but mostly is more ups then downs!haha
those downs just make me even strongerrr!
last yr is really a yr which i WONT FORGETi was hospitalize for lky 4 to 5 day?
and i cant play bball for lky 2 monthh
as alot ppl shld neo wat happen to mee!haha
all becuz of just one bloody drilll!
my 1st time in my life time having hosptalize just becuz of a stupid small hole!hahha!
the very moment i gt injureddd
my mind is just black outt
knowing it the end of my bball career
reason for being injuredd is cuz was helping daddy at his workplace
i was suppose to drill a hole
when i was abt to drill the hole
the drill bit wen into my wonderful handddd!
hahaha!
at tat moment i was lky wtf?
of cuz i pull the thing out of my hand
after the bit is outt
my hand is having a blood fountain!
thinkin back was realll disgusting!
daddy bought me to the polyy
just oso nt really big matter
he just want me to have a better treatment or rather a better medcation
gguess wat when i went to polyy
doc transfer me to NUH!-.-
at tat moment i really think tat it really the end of my bball lifeee
daddy drove me to NUH
waited lky for hrs and hrs b4 i see the prof
wen in had xray and stuff
injection SUCK TO THE MAXX!
for ur information
I CHAN SZELEI HATE INJECTION TO THE MAX!!
after checking here and there
doc say he had to operate my hanndd
to clean the inner part of my hand
as he sacred tat there is metal piece
left inside my handdd
i was lky going to cryyyy
cuz i am very scare tat i am unable to play bball hahaha!
*thx god i am sort of fully recoverrr*hahaha
admit to hospital in the middle of the nites at abt 1am!
had my opeartion done at 3am plusss
was so freaking nervouss
and the BEST THING IS
i can SEE WAT THEY DO INSIDE OF MY HANDD!!
tat was the most IDIOT AND DISGUSTING PART
i am nt suppose see but the light gt reflection hahah!
so i saw everythingg!
they freakin inject abt 10 to 12 needle just to numb my handd
seeing alot of blood!
see alot of thing doc use to open my hand and stuff
till now i still remember clearly wat the picture of itt
another best thing is they din even stiche up my woundddddddd
the every nxt day i was just crying the whole dayy
cuz is really pain
can you imgaine you gt a HUGE CUT and the doc din stiche back for you?
i cant bath and stuff
everyday waited for mummy end work to come bath for meee
go toilet is even a problem for me
sister and brother came down to my ward to see me everydayyy!
thx quite a no of frenz who texted meee
esp my team mate,church mate and my girlll
tis yrs is also a yrs which i forgettt
cuz it my nt say 1st trip
as in it my 1st trip to other country to do volunteer workk
it really a life changing trip
i wen oversea alot of time
but mostly was just to go and play and spend money
but tis yrs
i wen over to thailand to this village
to do volunteer workkk
after the whole trip
i reflected on how i am so fortunate to be born in malaysia/singapore
and nt dere
life there is really...speechless
i can say if there is anymore volunteer workkk lky tis
i will want to goo againnn!
and also tat my brother is hospitalize too!
i dont neo why i am doing tis posttt
just feel lky posttinggg
hahahahah
♥our lips must always be sealed
11:06 PM
HAVING MONDAY BLUESS?
FOR THE WHOLE DAY I WAS TIRED AND STUFF
CANT REALLY CONCENTRATE ON MY PROJECT AND NAPFA STUFF
WAS REALLY MOODY ALL ALONGGGG
MANAGE TO MEET UP WITH
LEE YAN MEI AND JAMIE LEEE AND TIS PRETTY GIRL OF JAMIEE LEE HAHAH
CHATTED AND STUFFF
HEADED TO MEET
COURSE MANAGERRAS SHE WANT TO MEET UP WITH MY CLASS PPL FOR THOSE WE SCORED GPA 3.5 AND ABOVEE!
HAD A GREAT CONVERSATION WITH HER?HHAHAHA
WAT
MR SIAH,MR NEO AND SHE SAY IS SO TRUEE
NEXT UPCOMING SEM TEST WILL THEN BE THE REAL CHALLENGE FOR USSS
SO DO JIA YOUUU PPL!HAHAHA!
AFTER AN HRS OR SO TALK WITH COURSE MANAGERRR
MEET UP WITH
MY GRP MEMBERRRRTRAIN DOWN TO WOODLAND TO MEET UMARRR
TO DO OUR PROJECTTT
SAD TO SAY WE ARE CHASE OUT OF THE LIBRARYYY
JUST BECUZ WE CANT SIT ON THE STUPID FLOORR!-.-
THX GOD THERE IS STARBUCK AND WE HEADED TO STARBUCK
TO CONTINUE OUR PROJECTTT HAHAAH
SAW TIS GIRLLL
I AM DAMN SURE I NEO HERRR
JUST TAT I DONT NEO HER NAME AND WHERE DO I NEO HERRR!HAHAA
SPENT ABT 3 TO 4 HRS OR MORE ON JUST DOING PROJECTTT
STILL MANAGE TO GET THING DONEEE
HOPEFULLY TIS WILLL WORK WELLLL
JIA YOU TEAMM!=))
HEADE TO CWP TO WALK AROUND TO SEE THING TAT WE NEEDED FOR OUR WORKK
ABT 6PM
HEADED BACKK HOMEEE
TOOK BUS 961 BACK WHILE
UMAR BUS BACK HOMEE TOO!=))
ON THE BUSS
ALOT OF STUFF WEN THOUGHH
FROM THE 1ST DAY TILL NOWW
WAT I HAVE WENT THOUGH
WAT I HAVE DONEE
WELL I CAN SAY I AM SORT OF REGRET OF WAT I DID TO ...
NEVERTHELESS I AM STILL LOOKING FORWARD TO THE DAY WE CAN BE AS ONE GRPPP
SUDDENLYYY HEARD A FEW SONG WHICH I ALWAY LISTEN IT WHEN I AM AT THAILANDDDD
TEAR JUST FLOWWW
YEAH I ADMIT I DO MISS THOSE TIMEEE
ESP TAT LITTLE BOYYY AND HIMMMM AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THE LIFESTYLE BACK IN THE VILLAGEEE!
UNCLE COOKEDDDDD FOR USSS!WEEE
MISS HIS COOKINGG HAHAHA
HAD A GREAT GREAT DINNNER WITH FAMILY AND HIMMM
SAD TO SAY HE IS GOING BACK MALAYSIAA TMRR!!HAHAH
PROJECTT PROJECTTT PROJECTTTTT
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF PROJECTTT!HAHAHA OPPPSSS
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:05 PM
All about Peace, Love, or Happiness? quiz and got the result: Happy Happy Joy Joy!.You try your hardest to make sure everyone surrounding you is happy, tyr to make the best out of all bad situations, making others laugh when they are sad. Your friends would say you're the "kid in a candy store" friend in the group!
♥our lips must always be sealed
1:20 AM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
tell me once again?
i miss youuu boyy
i will want to stay there even longer
those 9 day is really.. esp the last nitesss
speechlessss,enjoyyy,wonderfulll
i love youuuuuuuu
=D
my wish is to have you by my side every moment of my life
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:06 PM
FUNG GIGI!all the best for ur Os okay?
after ur Os i will meet you b4 you go to macuss
i LOVE youuuu haha!
hey sisterrrrr!hahahaalll the best for ur Os tmrr tooo
i miss youuu haha
anw our birthdae is comingg yoo!
love you love you
stupid idiottt sister haha
all the best for ur O lvl alright?
do ur bestttt
family and i will be supporting you alwayyyy!=)
so do give ur besttt
wat the outcome is alway the best to usss yeah
dont give ur self so much stresss!
love yeahhh!
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:58 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
NOW SAT AND SUN IS ALWAY THE DAY I AM LOOKING FORWARDDD!
CUZ IS THE DAY I AM ABLE TO PLAY BBALL WITH MY TEAM AND ALSO FAMILY TIMEEEE
TODAE ALMOST WHOLE DAY WAS OUTTT
MEET
YAT BF AT MRTTTT
TRAIN DOWN WITH THEM TO GOMBAK STATIOON
OUR MEETING PTSSS
REACH SUPER EARLYY!HAH
WE ARE THE 1ST I GUESS HAHAHA
WEN TO TIS CAFE AT MRT
TO HAD OUR BREAKFASTTT
WAITED FOR OTHER TO REACHH
HEADED TO HOUSE AFTER HOUSE
TO DO TIS STUPID STUFF
BORING TO THE MAXXXX
TOLD TEACHER GT APPOINTMENT
SO HEADED OFF AT ABT 11
SUPPOSE TO MEET
RAJEAN AND OTHER BUT I GIVE IT A MISSS
I HEARD FROM
DENNIS THEY HAD ALOT OF FUNNN
WHICH I MISS OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
=(((
CAB TO MEET PARENTTTT
WEN TO SEE TIS CHINESE DOCCC
I SWEAR I WONT WANNA TO GO THERE AGAINNN
SHE GAVE ME UP TO 10 PACK OF MEDICINE PER DAY TO EATTT
CAN DIE SIAA-.-
HEADED TO SHOP SHOP AWHILEEE
B4 HEADING BACK TO HOMEEE
REACH HOMEEE
PACK MY TRAINING GEARRR AND HEADED TO BATHHH
WEN OUT AT ABT 4 PLUSS
MET
WEN HUA AT MY HOUSE DOWN STAIRRR
CHATTED WITH HER AWHILEEE
AND HEADED TO TRAINNNNN
TRAIN DOWN TO CCCK
CHANGE TO LRTT
REACHHEDDD
CHANGE AND STUFFF
TODAE TRAINING WASSS HAHAH
OKAY LUH HAHA
ZIQUN CAME DOWN FOR TRAININGG
HOPEFULLY SHE WONT FIND TRAINING TOUGHH HAHA
WHICH IS SO NT TOUGH AT ALL HAHA
TRAIN..MATCH AND STUFF
ABT 7 PLUSS
TRAININ ENDDD HAHA
CHANGE AND STUFFF
WEN OFF WITH
ZIQUN TO HAVE DINNER AT LOT 1
HAHA SHE IS REALLY HAHAHA WELL IT REALLY NICE KNOWING HERR HAHA
HEADED TO FOOD JUNCTION TO HAVE OUR DINNNERRR
CHATTED HERE AND DERER
SAW
XIN HUI AT THERER
IDIOT
VERY LONG DIN SEE HERRR
BUT NICE TO SEE HER AFTER SO LONGGG HAHAHAHHA
HEADED TO MRT AFTER TAT
WHILE SHE BUS HOMEE HAHAHA
TIS MONTH BILL IS GONNA BE A HUGE BURSTTT
GETTING READY TO LET MY DADDY TO GET MY FONEE HAHAHAHA
HOPEFULLY NT PLS HAAHAH
BUT IS SO NT POSSIBLEEE
OFF TO PLAY GAMME AND SLPPP
REALLY VERY SLEEPYYY HAHAHAHAH
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:22 PM
it will nbr be the same ANYMORE =)
take care
friends
♥our lips must always be sealed
12:15 AM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
uploaded mostly all the picture le!
eveything is up on my facebook ppl
so wanna see the full picture do find me on FB!=)
the boy whom i am missing froom the day i left the village!
they are VERY NICE CABIN CREW LOVE!
last dinner at chiang mai
lovesss 
meeting AMK student for breakfasttt
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:16 PM
LOVESS
